Letter to my Source

Source…

forgive me for the times

I took my life for granted.

For the times I did not rise

to my full potential—

out of fear of rejection,

out of fear of abandonment.

I see now…

the only way I can be abandoned

is when I forget You,

when I turn away from myself,

when I forget

that courage and love

are one and the same.

Forgive my confusion.

Forgive the hiding—

behind shelves,

behind shadows—

when my art,

my voice,

my healing

were most needed.

Forgive me

for not bringing the full weight of my love

into every moment.

Forgive me

for holding resentment

toward brothers and sisters

my ego once judged

as having “wronged” me.

Now I see clearly—

we are walking each other home,

back to the Source of Love

we came from.

You and I are one.

We will arrive—

sooner or later.

We are all helping each other,

one way or another.

There are no winners.

No losers.

No right or wrong.

No higher or lower.

We are an experiment of Love

in every shape,

every form,

every distortion.

It is a game.

It is a play.

It is a paradox.

It is an irony.

And we came here,

in full consent—

to play by the rules

at the level of the soul.

I choose to return

to the Source energy

I am.

I choose to embody

the deepest peace within me

and walk my path

from there.

I know—

it is not for “myself,”

for there is no self.

It is not a moralistic choice.

It is an energetic truth,

a metaphysical knowing:

we are one.

We are not separate.

And because my soul knows this,

I turn my attention

to the voice within—

softer, slower,

less euphoric than the ego,

yet holding

the pure truth.

I choose to live in that truth.

To embody it.

To breathe it.

To express it.

Thank You

for the miracle of life.

Thank You

for making me

an instrument

of Your divine play.