I keep closing the door
I keep breaking up with you
Over and over, underscored
Hoping you’ll finally breakthrough
Hear me.
Going around creating a mess
You’ll have to solve your shit first.
Surviving to tell the story
Climbing up from purgatory
It’s time.
It is different now
I live in my own house. I drive my own bike
I don’t do anything I dislike
Strong identity to stand by
See me.
I am my own authority
I make good use of my autonomy
No need to take your power away
I know there is a higher way
Choose.
Childhood trauma
disguised as drama
Then what?
Keep looking for a shortcut?
Heal.
Desire to punish. Face it or banish.
But how the hell
I was supposed to tell
If I didn’t know it back then?
Let go.
“Someone that feels like home”
Is that the dream at all?
I dare you to tame me again
You won’t be able, abstain
Just Quit.
Beautiful feelings, nasty thoughts
A mix I don’t want anymore.
We grow in spiral. Messy healing.
There’s nothing more to think
Upgrade.
What is yours, what is mine
Just come back to the heart
Pray to reach the source
Don’t ruin it more.
Surrender.
I’m going to be fine
I’m one with the divine
I’m holding my sweet child
Taking care of her diamond heart
Protected.
You didn’t put me on a pedestal
I live on a mountain. I climbed up my way here
Come join me if you want
But I won’t wait for you this time
Goodbye.
Mama watch me thrive
I promise I won’t make you cry
As there’s finally reward, for work well done
Battle is over.
I won.
