To God

I wrote this poem about a year ago. Today I want to honor the person I was, and celebrate the person I have become, by sharing it here.
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To God

Hello. I have a confession…
I just want to come back to you.
I feel like a fallen angel
I don’t want to be in danger
Please provide me this concession

And what’s the point of my love,
If it comes along with deep pain?
Is there any escape from this pouring rain?

I’m holding myself to the hope
that the future will bring fresh air
I wanna believe it. But I don’t really know
I only know that the past 30 years I’ve been living in despair

I don’t wanna do it anymore
I’m done with the frustration
Show me the way
Lead me to resurrection

Do it for me.
I don’t trust my own power
Is this the purpose of all? Surrendering my will to yours?

Fuck duality.
I’m tired of my reality
I’m shutting my mind till next season
Wake me up only,
If you find a good reason
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My core gift is helping others to embrace a grounded spirituality, equally loving our divinity and humanity. I give it by helping people to embody their feelings through different art expressions, beauty and creativity, playing with ideas and words as well as movement practices, proving how intensity is the juice of life, and how compassion is the ingredient that will heal humanity.

Valentina B. Sepulveda is young awarded Chilean filmmaker, writer, and dancer, currently living in India.
She graduated from Film Direction and Social Communication at Universidad Católica de Chile in 2014. Since then, she has been working as a writer, director, and editor of documentaries and experimental films. She also worked as a producer and assistant director in fiction pieces, as a producer in Chilemonos International Animation Film Festival, and as a cinema teacher at the same university where she obtained her degrees, before she left her country to join Auroville International Community. From 2018 until the beginning of 2020, she has worked as a video maker, photographer, and writer for different media units, and from the pandemic onwards she has been exploring different expressions, building up her start-up renaissance company, Ineffable Films Lab from where she plays, experiment and produce projects around movement, dance, poetry, photography and film.